Mushroom Maiden

Sun, 04 Feb 2007 22:38:19 GMT

OOhhh..this weekend has been loong.

I went to a French restaurant last night called French 57 ..I think ....
and the food was ok, I had a French onion soup and lots of wine, but dinner was tooo rich, it was in a butter sauce and it made me kinda sick (it was good though).

Friday was busy, I had to cook dinner for 5 people and it was soo busy (but fun).

Tonight I am going out on a date to the Macaroni grill (never been to one) and I hope it is good. (I am so getting fatter 0/////0)

AND ...another semester starts........

Mon, 29 Jan 2007 18:25:02 GMT

Well, I have my first day of class today.

(It felt like I didn't leave at all...weird)

My Break has been interesting, a lot happened which made it feel like it was only a few weeks long...

Yesterday was my last day of freedom from school and my new part-time job.

So, we went to the tea house and got complementary Champagne ( sooo I drank a lot oops).

We went to the shops in San Juan and Okami bought me a shinny (Oh how I love da shinny).

We went out to dinner too (I probably gained 50 lbs.....) and we went home and got to bed at a somewhat early hour.

And so now I am watching Aladdin on Toon Disney (I used to looove this show) and am waiting for laundry.

I only have one class today, so we get to drive all the way over there and stay for like a half an hour. (great..-___-)

Sun, 28 Jan 2007 03:48:06 GMT

Waaah its cold tonight.

I’m currently alone (my parents are helping my brother Chris move into his new condo).

And I would assume that I would be kinda sad, but actually I have been a lot less sad lately.

I have someone I am in love with, and the love is actually given back (thank God -__-U).

I do have a lot of problems, but...when I think about the grand picture, it all seems so pointless.

My Father always says " Life’s too short to deal with all that pointless shit".

I know hes right, and I applied it to life this past week, and it seems to work.

I am happy...and I will type about it..not to gloat...but merely to state something which works.

...Life's too short to deal with pointless shit...

I am Officialy a Pokemon Master ( aka: I WILL NEVER GET SEX!!)

Thu, 25 Jan 2007 20:30:20 GMT

I had heart burn from a taco I had for dinner...so I woke up at 5:00 in the morning and played on my GBA. And I beat the game weeeeee.

But wait there is more, now I need to catch 60 Pokemon so I can get some stupid thing from some assistant guy that doesn’t really work (I end up selling it anyways). Its really sad, cuz the Pokemon you catch get to sit in the "Box" storage so you can pick them out and change up your party. But it makes me sad, it's like starving a digital pet. It gets to stay in the Box...till it dies......sadness.

I don't like catching them, I know they aren't real, but it's sad, "sorry Pikachu but you need to go to the BOX OF SORROW".

*sigh* Laundry is funny, and usually the time I type here (you can't live life with dirty panties...if you wear panties....even if you aren't a lady...you fellers know who I'm talking about *wink* ^^).

(Stolen from Erin) Whats in my bag??

Thu, 25 Jan 2007 04:36:42 GMT

Contents of Bag:

1. Sketch book
2. Herb encyclopedia
3. Conan the Cimmerian (the novels)
4. Pikachu pencil pouch (ah remember eighth grade..)
5. Pencils (woopie doo..)
6. Burt’s Bee's lip balm.
7. Black eye liner
8. Wallet (full of pennies)
9. Game Boy Advanced (with pokemon fire red....DON'T LOOK AT MEEE!)
10. Leaky ink pens
11. Band-aid (accident prone maybe?)
12. i pod nano (its kinda dead...)
13. Cell phone (stupid piece of S@%#t)
14. Random broken pair of earrings
15. A Necklace (I like the shinny..)
16. Assorted papers (a receipt for tomato sauce and hair styling wax...)

I have too much crap in my bag.......(realizing how much of a looser I am yaaay).

Oh my God....I am watching Robot Chicken...and I forgot how funny it was. "Senior Clean gets the job done "Sometimes with my Penis"..."

Yeah.......classic.....*wipes away a tear*.

Fri, 19 Jan 2007 23:28:42 GMT

Omg....TCM has soooo many racist movies (there all made in the 50's and 60's).

I just watched a film called "Walk don't Run" and it was baaad...I mean really baaad.

Imagine for just a second, Japan filled with English speaking Japanese people, and British people trying to speak Japanese, asking for Marmalade and Bacon and eggs in a nice sushi restaurant.

Now I am watching a movie called "Doctor you've gotta be Kidding"....and a woman is in LABOR and running around like "Hello everybody weeeee" (Oh old movies are so fun).

Horrible....*makes me have hard poop.....*

So yes, school will start soon and I can't wait.

For once I can't wait to go back (only because I have one academic class tee hee).

Tue, 16 Jan 2007 20:11:32 GMT

Well another day and another friend leaves me (well not really but in the physical).

Sunday was fun..but also really sad. Its hard to say to people "Ok..see you in three months"

But whatever, I shouldn't think of it as anything but a temporary bye bye.

School will start soon and I am really excited about it. I get to go back to print making and I love to etch into the Zinc plates.

I do have to take political science (I had forgotten to do that oops) and that's going to be soooo much fun.

I can't wait to go to Yosemite in February. it will hopefully be snowing and the valley looks so nice in winter.

As far as right now however..time seems to have stood still again. The fish bowl effect.

Events keep happening and I merely seem to be caught up in them like a current.

Maybe because I have crossed another bridge, and it was for the better.

Maybe my cocoon has opened and I am just getting used to the air before I fly again, but I guess that's what winter break always does to me.

Wed, 03 Jan 2007 23:58:01 GMT

I think I have reached the breaking point s far as people not listening to me at all.

It makes me sad...all but 5 people in all my friends and family actually take my advice or concern seriously.

Seems like my friendships are going down the drain, yet, I am the only person to really see it.

New years opened my eyes to how much of an alcohol tolerance I have (Maybe its my weight...0__o?).

I had drunk people talk into my face and say how hot I was (that’s how I knew they were drunk).

It was strange, fun...but something was strange about it.

No one ate my Cake I brought( I should just have brought beer) kinda sad.

My life seems like its under water.

I have so many things I want to tell people like advice or insight that I find in my most spiritual of times, but for now...I will learn from myself and all that I have experience.

Loot list (aka the nice gifts my family gave me...loot sounds greedy..)

Fri, 29 Dec 2006 20:28:59 GMT

1. 2 Books on Leonardo DaVinci (his sketches and paintings)
2. The Vampire Hunter D art book.
3. Grays Anatomy
4. I home (cuz my alarm clock is f-ed up).
5. Clothes
6.Pokemon Fire Red and Emerald (yes I am a nerd...yes its pokemon....but God damn is it ever addictive....^^)
7. Gift cards
8. Bath stuff ( I'm addicted to that stuff too^/////^)
9. a lot of scarves for some odd reason, but well used now.

I also got a bunch of nick nacks (Lobster socks, skull candles, sudoku) that were entertaining.

This Christmas felt funny, It seemed out of place, but it was kinda disappointing because my Brother and his fiancee arrived a few hours late (said they were going to be there at 7:30), so they ended up coming at 10:00 at night and my parents fell asleep. That was kind of sad (I never get to see him).

On Christmas day I got up early and made my Grandparents special Dutch pancakes. They were supposed to be there at 8:30, they got there at 10:20, and my pancakes were cold and soggy.

Christmas day was nice but busy, we drove down to meet my Uncle Bob. We had a late dinner and Okami came over and we opened up her presents. It was a nice day..but was so odd. I guess it was odd because my Grandparents weren't there and I haven't seen my Aunt Tia and Uncle Case in a year. I missed a lot of people this year.

Now that this years coming to an end, I have resolutions that I want to do.

1. Lose weight (maybe help it along by getting thyroid medicine to help me. Mine is underactive)
2. Find new friends and meet new people ( I also need to stop hanging around people who use me.)
3. Become more confident. I am not confident at all, in fact, I probably am the least confident person I know. I feel like my "Label" has become me, emo trying to be Goth girl who is easily manipulated and used like a two cent whore....

This year, I hope that I can be braver and finally say no to the people who make me feel like shit.

Happy Holidays

Mon, 25 Dec 2006 21:39:10 GMT

Merry Christmas everyone.

May the day be warm.

May you count the blessings you have.

May all love one another.

May all find peace within themselves.

(I sound like I am trying out for the Miss America competition -___-U)

What is best in Life?

Sat, 23 Dec 2006 19:37:01 GMT

Conan...what is best in life?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z7hq3j77nTI

Exactly........

Sat, 23 Dec 2006 19:01:40 GMT

Well,.......its almost Christmas and I still haven't wrapped presents (haha)

I need to get stuff out of my car..who’s battery is dead......cuz my mom left a light on......>___<

I guess this time of year I expect the people of my family to be crazy, but I suppose I don't have the tolerance for it because my dad is chill with it and my mom is freaking out.

Its kind of funny cuz she gets all worked up over the small things and my dad tells her to take it easy.

Miss communication is fun.

Anyways I just need to get through today and tomorrow before all the craziness can go away.

All those last minute shoppers who plow me over and run over my feet with their freaken baby strollers.

I have been done with shopping for a month now, I guess I just plan ahead and get people gifts that I know they could at least use.

My mom didn't take all the cookies I baked for her...so now I am stuck with sheets and plates full of sugary monstrosities.

I hope people eat them or it is a serious waste of food.

Wed, 20 Dec 2006 00:31:35 GMT

It's been an entire semester of school sence I have even touched the internet.

I am not addicted to it really, quit honestly I never liked it at all. No one is ever on it when I am.

I figure I am a boring person (unless you talk about Star Wars, fantasy anything, and Elf Quest...which most people believe to be archaic scary pixy people with weird anatomy).

But I have mellowed out a lot. I am afraid that I am a prude now.

My semester has been interesting. Many ups and downs. Days with no worry, and days you wish ant spray was laced in your beer.

But I guess everyone has that and that is expected.

Had a cool brush of spiritual awakening. That was cool cuz I felt like I was swimming in a pool the whole week.

I also helped many friends with problems. It feels right when I get that, and feels good too.

I learned how to be a print-maker,(a looot of work).

And I am trying to paint. (I use the term trying very loosely)

This Christmas makes me feel like a mom. Its weird, because I get to make food and wrap presents. I decorated our tree (the trees height is about 8 feet.....and I'm 5 even..you can do the math).

This season my dad wants me to cook and help with all the meal. I am excited because I feel at home cooking.

I only hope it all tastes good in the end

Comic Con 2006

Thu, 27 Jul 2006 18:42:01 GMT

Wow, I was surprised at how many people were at the convention this year.

The Bo was as pungent as ever and people know nothing about personal space.

I bought myself into debt........thank you VIZ booth.

I was able to see Stan Lee twice, and I was able to meet Yoshitaka Amano.

It was like the only convention I had time to relax with. It made me happy that I could have that for just a few days.

I personally like Comic Con better than Anime expo only because Otakus are too much for my short temper to handle.

This convention did try my patience but not as much as dealing with the people at Anime con.

I was able to also spend time with a friend which I never get to hang out with alone...ever..

And that was the most special time I had.

Thu, 20 Jul 2006 16:26:26 GMT

Haha I realize now that I haven't posted in a looong ass time.

Not much has happened in my life. A lot of drama which I totally am going to be unfazed by...........cuz I just don't give a fuck.

I have had an ok time (Besides my bathroom being tron up without any say by me in it).

I am going to Comic Con, this should be bitchen.

I was surprised that Yoshitaka Ammano is going to be there, that made my day.

I really hope that I can find parking however -_____-U.

Reading Death Note and I can't put it down (thanks Julie *GRrr*).

Over all I am trying to keep sanity till school starts.

Thu, 29 Jun 2006 00:30:16 GMT

While waiting for Julie to get home I found this.................

http://newgrounds.com/portal/view/288392

so Fuckin funny (if you are wondering who is the comic, its Dane Cook ^^)

Mon, 26 Jun 2006 20:20:56 GMT

Being a slave to SDT hasn't been as bad as I was thinking it to be.

It is tedious work but because I am unfortunantely unemployed (Damn you Bastards!!!!) I can be their bitch.

My self confidence has returned to me by complements and surprising myself in the detailed work I am doing.

Maybe working under pressure is the best thing to do for good work?

I am afraid of the same things happening at this years AX.

And if it does I am going to lose my head, and I don't want to do that.

........Because everyone sees me as being a nasty bitch (which I hope I am not)

I want to have a fun time and meet new peoples when they come to the booth.

Watching the world cup...I hope Switzerland wins.........(PLEASE SOMEONE SCORE!!!!!!!!!)

Tue, 20 Jun 2006 17:32:16 GMT

Anime Expo is only a week away and I need som e inspirational ass kicking.

I wish inspiration came in those panty hose eggs, it would make life so much easier.

I need help, someone give me something to make fan art of please ^^U.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=crHcPXng5t4&search=Clamation%20stopmotion%20clay%20stop%20motion%20fimo%20animation%20tal%20madhala%20slave%20slaves
Claymation makes me happy ^^

This one is kinda trippy, but watch this guys other stuff, its soooo qute.

Tue, 20 Jun 2006 07:22:37 GMT

I Love Final Fantasy 4

Fat Chocobo !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Kweeeeeeeee

( I am not on Crack....yet)

Sun, 18 Jun 2006 20:21:14 GMT

Well, I probably shouldn't have watched the Fox news interview with some crazy Christian ( Shouldn't even call the bitch that but hey) woman who went to a soldiers funeral and had a rally of Gay hatred.

It makes me think ( bad idea) how much hyocrisy people like that can bull shit out of their mouth's and right fully tell us how God feels. Like she has him on mother fucking speed dial to tell us " Yeah Jesus is pissed off and he wants you all to die because he just said so" . Makes perfect sense doesn't it .

I love it when they say natural disasters are caused by Gods anger........uh...its fucking global warming due to the burning of fossil fuels ya sap.

Because you have read something so many times doesn't mean that you KNOW it all. And besides...words can be perverted to suite your desires. Such as hate.

It is funny to me that such a stupid woman like that can get her own interview, the funny thing is is that she had to ruin someones Funeral to do it. Oh yes..you get a gold sticker form God saying "Good job, your hatred has brought you one step closer to salvation?"

I thought Christianity was a religion of love and acceptance.

Christ loved and accepted..maybe you should to.

A slow regression

Thu, 08 Jun 2006 20:02:10 GMT

It seems to me that I am in need of some serious therapy.

I have been creeping out people and they are getting fed up with my attitudes dealing with my OCD.

I never thought that I was bothering people, only myself with these problems.

Now it has gotten to the point where people look at me funny for doing things a certain way that dosn't even involve then at all.

Like I am some freak or crazy person. Not even trying to understand.

Now I know why I begin to hate people so much...............they are ignorant and can't see that I am just like everyone else in this world.

I have problems just like others, they just vary up a little.

Makes me feel like a disease........now I know how they must feel........all those with much worse diseases than I .

Makes me think a little too much.

Makes me want to leave so people don't have to deal with me because I am such a problem and such a hard person to understand.

I felt yesterday that I wanted to die, I hate feeling like that .

I'd never do anything like that.

But I shouldn't be forced to think that way just because I am who I turned out to be.

And for all those who I disturb....all I can say is sorry...

Wed, 07 Jun 2006 19:36:44 GMT

Well...today is Okamis moms birthday. And I hope she is in a good mood because its her Birthday for crying out loud.

I bought MST3K last night....so ...fucking....funny.....

I was crying so hard laughing that I swear I was gonna barf all over my bed...nasty.

I realise now how much I have shot myself in the foot.....I have atleast 40 some odd dog tags in total that I have signed up for...

............I am going to die....................

...............it will be painful.......................

.....................WHAT THE HELL WAS I THINKING.....................

...............*sighes as she takes her special medicine*.................

...................I just pray to God that they will look nice ..and not totally suck..........

................And I pray that everyone else will have a fun time with it all.

Tue, 06 Jun 2006 20:24:00 GMT

Weelll now. This week has been fun so far ^^ ( I mean that sarcastically)

Okamis parents got home early , she was surprised and so was I when her mom barged through the door and screamed "I gotta pee"

I saw a movie last night called sleeping with the enemy and it scared the piss out of me. Another pro woman movie where this ladys husband beats her and hes psychotic OCD. (I am OCD but that guy was like Damn !)

I have been trying to lay off the beer latley, Beer and art work don't mix very well.

I need to petal the metal on art work, but today I need a good whack with an ispiration stick .

Expo is comming and I am ready for it ^^

Sat, 03 Jun 2006 17:28:16 GMT

We had a meeting with SDT last night. And I was happy to see Gata make a speech.

It was kind of a shocker for me to see how many days are left, but then again I gave myself this month for all of this to be taken care of.

I am proud of myself...for once in my life I am not letting others or even myself feel like I have to be ashamed of anything I do.

No more standards for me have been set.

No more doubts for me.

I can finally look at myself in a mirror and say I am worth something finally.

I pray that I can be quick for commissions and be as clear minded at the merchandise table as a possibly can.

I have had a lot of shit thrown at me lately, that shit has been people disappointed in me and guilt.

Well ...I say screw you !

I don't need to feel bad anymore.

Fri, 02 Jun 2006 03:39:29 GMT

I FINISHED FINAL FANTASY 1 WoooooHoooooooo^^

Wow, I am sad that I am finally done with my first rpg (I am a baby compared to most of my friends ~__~).

Now me and Oka are in the middle of Chrono Trigger and with our forces combined we can defeat Lavos (aka big red vagina bug).

I have started Final Fantasy 2 and 4 (so freaken hard) and it seems to me that FF4 is a lot easier than 2.

I am helping Oka with Final Fantasy 10-2, and we feel like crying. (and we want to kill Riku)

I never realized how fun Final Fantasy could be.

Or how much sprites are reused. (we have your blue troll and your brown troll.....er....the blue one is an ice troll....yeah......and the brown onhe is an earthy troll....cuz were lazy)

Oka is on chapter 3 out of 5 and we can finally see if that freak guy really is Titus.......or maybe hes just a pretty man....either way you can't go wrong.)